I will never have another child.
About 6 months ago, I would have told you that I wanted one more. That was a short 6 months ago. And then, I prayed. I literally asked God to take the desire to have another child from me if he wanted. Basically I was giving up my desire to have another to replace my desire with whatever God's desire for our family is. I knew that if he wanted another child to bless our lives, he would stregnthen the desire in our lives. And I believed that he could take the desire away from us as well. And...he did.
I feel fully content with the fact that we will not have another child. And a new chapter has begun. And because I know that God is happy with this decision, I am having an easier time embracing this chapter.
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Park City Utah
2 years ago
3 comments:
I loved finally having a peace about it, it took awhile for me, but new chapters are great too!! Sometimes I have to remind myself not to wish away a chapter,lol.
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Nice to hear that you are at peace with your decision. Sometimes, it's hard to know when you are done, at least it is for me.
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