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Sunday, March 28, 2010

It is official...

 I will never have another child.

About 6 months ago, I would have told you that I wanted one more.  That was a short 6 months ago.  And then, I prayed.  I literally asked God to take the desire to have another child from me if he wanted.  Basically I was giving up my desire to have another to replace my desire with whatever God's desire for our family is.  I knew that if he wanted another child to bless our lives, he would stregnthen the desire in our lives.  And I believed that he could take the desire away from us as well.  And...he did.

I feel fully content with the fact that we will not have another child.  And a new chapter has begun.  And because I know that God is happy with this decision, I am having an easier time embracing this chapter. 

4 comments:

惠蘋 said...
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Peaceful Chaoz said...

I loved finally having a peace about it, it took awhile for me, but new chapters are great too!! Sometimes I have to remind myself not to wish away a chapter,lol.
:0)

仲亨仲亨 said...

I love readding, and thanks for your artical...................................................

MamaBear said...

Nice to hear that you are at peace with your decision. Sometimes, it's hard to know when you are done, at least it is for me.